Saturday, July 27, 2002

Great, I keep trying to add stuff and I am either getting interupted, or the time runs out for some reason :( This is NOT how I wanted to start a new month. I am still sick btw :( *tear* My temp has been really high and I saw the doctor yesterday, after a 3 and a half hour wait after my appointment time, I hate johnny-come-lately's! My doctor said he doesnt know what is wrong and ordered a buncha blood tests. Now it is the waiting game again. My temp did finally come down quite a bit this morning but now it is rising but not as bad as it has since Sunday :( Unfortunatly too I discovered today that one my right wrist on the side has a bone that is sticking out and the same as my left, now my left wrist has chronic tendonitus, and so I am used to it being so sore but there is also a second bone starting to stick out not just the side but in the middle :( I feel like a mutant ;) I could really use a hug. I also have a forehead that feels like it has an ice pack on it, now I have no clue what is happening to my body and I really cant go to the hospital because there is no one to watch my son :( Other than that I feel horrid lol ;) well I do, but at least I am keeping my humour. My son doesnt understand and he just is being more and more disobedient and wont listen, I know he is almost 6 but he seems so non-empathetic to my feelings. I dont know what is harder right now, me being sick and not knowing why or trying to take of my son who is ADHD. Right now, during this week, it is a real toss up ;) I really hope everyone else is having a better week, nobody has updated their blogs for me to find out :)